it was u who brought me here,
from so far so far away....
in this darkened land that i come from,
to this strange land i now call home....
from the great door that i walk thru'
the 1st light blinded my eyes,
today, i live in the light
and sleep at night............
i lived here only because
you made it all so bearable,
this land of fake people and fake smiles..
still makes me sick at times....
time and time again, you err and killed my heart,
with a smile, i forgave then forget....
it is human to err, jux because i wanted u so...
hoping that it may never happen again..........
where do i go from here??
shud i stay here,
since u are no longer holding
this trembling hand of mine or
shud i try to find my way back
to where i came from?
do i still know the way back,
what if i lost my way,
and stumble somewhere else...
what if i fall and not ever get up??
i will never let you hurt me again,
i may seem cold and distant,
but that is my only form of protection,
my only form of self-defence
i scream without sound........