rat rant....
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find you weird. ahh don't scold me or what ah. you ask me i reply! anyway just my opinion k? relax..Originally posted by ratinacage:sorry but i m really blur now.....u read some of my post and u find me???find me where???
or find me what???crazy??
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yesh, I'm yet to read all the replies. hahaOriginally posted by ratinacage:muhahahaha.....i think u still talking bout the 1st post,no?
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why wud i scold u??u think i dun kow i m weird and crazy??muahahahahaha.............its a well known fact among my frds...jux that these days, i seem to have NORMALIZE......i dunno.....like shedding skin......and i feel uncomfortably....Originally posted by ^sylvia^:find you weird. ahh don't scold me or what ah. you ask me i reply! anyway just my opinion k? relax.. -
take your time to go thru my mind.......Originally posted by IamAngeline:yesh, I'm yet to read all the replies. haha 
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ahah.. try to think about it over, maybe your becoming quiet or what to make your friends think you've become normalized?Originally posted by ratinacage:why wud i scold u??u think i dun kow i m weird and crazy??muahahahahaha.............its a well known fact among my frds...jux that these days, i seem to have NORMALIZE......i dunno.....like shedding skin......and i feel uncomfortably....
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ehhh dun surf sgforums loh~~ get back to work!Originally posted by ratinacage:i m so tired...so tired and so sleepie....but its not a lack of sleep....doing nothing in the office while my works piled up like a mountain...haiz......wat to do wat to do??
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i dunno, i myself dun see the changes....but my frds do...Originally posted by ^sylvia^:ahah.. try to think about it over, maybe your becoming quiet or what to make your friends think you've become normalized? -
dun lost lah I'm very lost leh hahahaOriginally posted by ratinacage:listening to "dont speak" on repeat on my way to work...memories jux crush in...i thot about the past, how i used to be, and how i have changed.....things are so different now....insteard of steel-toed undergrounds, now i m wearing office shoes(some said look like boots.instead of sidezips,now i wear dark colored shirts....but i still feel the same inside....more or less the same...still angry,still bewildered...miss the good ol times...still dunno whether i wanna do this for life....
so messed up now....dunno what to do,where to go.....haizzz......
i can see us dying,are we??
are u like me? -> read this littlesquirt.blogdrive.com -
I love this song wor~~Originally posted by ratinacage:You and me
We used to be together
Everyday together always
I really feel
That I'm losing my best friend
I can't believe
This could be the end
It looks as though you're letting go
And if it's real
Well I don't want to know
Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Our memories
Well, they can be inviting
But some are altogether
Mighty frightening
As we die, both you and I
With my head in my hands
I sit and cry
Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts (no, no, no)
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts
It's all ending
I gotta stop pretending who we are...
You and me I can see us dying...are we?
Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts (no, no, no)
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't tell me cause it hurts!
I know what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't speak,
don't speak,
don't speak,
oh I know what you're thinking
And I don't need your reasons
I know you're good,
I know you're good,
I know you're real good
Oh, la la la la la la La la la la la la
Don't, Don't, uh-huh Hush, hush darlin'
Hush, hush darlin' Hush, hush
don't tell me tell me cause it hurts
Hush, hush darlin' Hush, hush darlin'
Hush, hush don't tell me tell me cause it hurts -
ooo.. maybe they change their views of you.. and not because you really areOriginally posted by ratinacage:i dunno, i myself dun see the changes....but my frds do... -
dun take train loh~~ take cab insteadOriginally posted by ratinacage:another week gone by,nothing fazes me anymore.... see all this ppl rushing to get on the train to go to work....haizzzzz....and i m one of them. i dun belong here, they tell me, but where can i go?what can i do?wanna get away from it all, from all this small stuff.....7.45am train, u will find me, going to what they call work....i have lose myself along the bloody train ride....lose all of meself......where can i find it back. where can i go back to?haizz....
someone put me outta my misery....
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change? go plastic surgery!Originally posted by ratinacage:was reading Rollins on the bowl this morning, i still feel his angst,tho' i have lost much of it.a collegue mentioned that i have normalize.normalize? is that such a word? i have been abnormal?unusual?or jux plain weird?this guy doesnt even know me,he has barely know me for 2 months...i think i m pretty normal,ask all my ex-girlfriends, i m jux a normal jerk...muahahahahahaha.
its true i m now sitting in an office from 9-5.its true i m doing decent things to feed myself,but is that even normal?its true i have jet black hair,with strains of white,no more swinging metal pieces on my face,or in my mouth.that is normal?i still do not know what i want,still as bewildered as i was.someone shud tell me how this is normal.
i need a change!
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wahhh iamangeline, now then u reply this ah...
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Ratty... -> I finish reading! haha
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yallo haha..Originally posted by ^sylvia^:wahhh iamangeline, now then u reply this ah...
ratty ask me read thru ma..
so i read loh -
i m not lost, i jux dunno where to go....kekeOriginally posted by IamAngeline:
since u showed me yours, i'll show you mine:http://ratinacage.diaryland.com/ -
hee.. heee..Originally posted by IamAngeline:yallo haha..
ratty ask me read thru ma..
so i read loh
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when 1 person say that u have changed, that person may be the changed one.when 10 people says that u have changed...........Originally posted by ^sylvia^:ooo.. maybe they change their views of you.. and not because you really are -
not only mrt lor.. bus aso like tat 1... sometimes its nt the person's body.... some auntie have those curly oily hair u know... kept brushing against u 1 lor... damn disgusting~~~~Originally posted by ratinacage:early morning 7.45am train.
got on the train,crowded as usual....went to the middle,held on to a pole and enjoying my songs......as soon as the train moves, a lady of about 30ish put her whole body weight on the pole,crushing my fingers between her good self and the cold cold steel pole!!!!!
1st reaction, pulled my fingers free...
guess wat the hag did?? turn around looked at me, and gave me a evil eye, before leaning on the pole again....monday morning and i was pissed.... but i kept my cool,decided it was pointless. so now i hold onto a higher portion of the pole, ignoring the b1tch.
wat else cud happen??she lean her head onto the pole and hit my hand again.AND again the bleeding b1tch turned around and stard at me like its my bloodie fault.
NOW, i s.l.o.w.l.y remove my headphones, look intop her eyes, and in a loud enuff tone" hello, this here is a holding pole, it is for ppl to hold onto. the purpose of this pole here is not for ppl to dance ard, like a dancing pole, nor is it a pole for ppl like yourself to lean onto, to test whether thepole can sustain your weight, it will not bend nor break, so u dun haf to test it out for SMRT."
she jux stares at me blankly!!!!
HAIZ.....
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precisely.Originally posted by ratinacage:when 1 person say that u have changed, that person may be the changed one.when 10 people says that u have changed........... -
Everybody said I've changed wor~~~Originally posted by ratinacage:when 1 person say that u have changed, that person may be the changed one.when 10 people says that u have changed...........
so have I changed??
or they've changed?
or we just dun have common targets in life anymore? -
REALLY.. very disgusting.. especially where you can see their dandruff..Originally posted by noside:not only mrt lor.. bus aso like tat 1... sometimes its nt the person's body.... some auntie have those curly oily hair u know... kept brushing against u 1 lor... damn disgusting~~~~ 
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Hands
If I could tell the world just one thing
It would be that we're all OK
And not to worry 'cause worry is wasteful
And useless in times like these
I won't be made useless
I won't be idle with despair
I will gather myself around my fate
For light does the darkness most fear
My hands are small, I know
But they're not yours, they are my own
But they're not yours, they are my own
And I am never broken
Poverty stole your golden shoes
It didn't steal your laughter
And heartache came to visit me
But I knew it wasn't ever after
We'll fight, not out of spite
For someone must stand up for what's right
'Cause where there's a man who has no voice
There ours shall go
My hands are small I know
But they're not yours, they are my own
But they're not yours, they are my own
and I am never broken
In the end only kindness matters
In the end only kindness matters
I will get down on my knees, and I will pray
I will get down on my knees, and I will pray
I will get down on my knees, and I will pray
My hands are small I know
But they're not yours, they are my own
But they're not yours, they are my own
And I am never broken
My hands are small I know
But they're not yours, they are my own
But they're not yours, they are my own
And I am never broken
We are never broken
We are God's eyes
God's hands
God's heart
We are God's eyes
God's hands
God's heart
We are God's eyes
God's hands
God's eyes
We are God's hands
We are God's hands -
sometimes we lost our destination along our way there.....Originally posted by IamAngeline:Everybody said I've changed wor~~~
so have I changed??
or they've changed?
or we just dun have common targets in life anymore? -
haizzz......Originally posted by ^sylvia^:REALLY.. very disgusting.. especially where you can see their dandruff..